i meant to do what's on L's phone yesterday. i really did. then i just got tired and went to bed early instead. also, i feel the need to provide full disclosure: i wear the same thing everyday. literally the same thing. i alternate between my black and pink velour juicy sweatsuits. yes, i wear the top and the bottom together. like Britney circa 2000. judge away, seriously. because that shit's embarrassing.
i never thought i wouldn't have time to blog. actually scratch that. i do have time to blog. but i'd rather stare at Gemster and laugh at her little old man faces. little dollface went to the pediatrician for a weigh-in and she's not gaining her birth weight back. so now after i nurse her, i have to pump and try and get her to drink the pumped milk out of a bottle. the whole process is quite time consuming and exhausting. and we have only been doing it for 3 days. the only good thing about it is now JJ gets a chance to feed Gemma. as you can see from the photo, he loves it. hahahahahhahhh no, he really does love it. but this was during the game in which the Kings won the Stanley Cup, so his eyes were darting from Gemma to the TV and back. it was really cute.
my sister M came to stay for a few days and (among other things), she made us dinners out the butt! we have so many dinners. so thrilling. it was lovely to have her help, and Gem and i were sad to see her go this morning.
::sappy hormonal moment:: i have realized that since little miss G came into our lives, my heart is bursting with a different kind of adoration for my husband. i cannot even stand how much i love him sometimes. like i just want to squeeze him until his eyeballs pop out and smother his face in kisses and cuddle his heart forever. yesterday afternoon i even had a bit of a cry because i missed him so much (he was just at work).
currently obsessed with:
- Gemma Julianne loverbuns baby!!
- aden + anais bamboo swaddling blankets. STUPIDLY SOFT!
- trying to squeeze myself into my regular clothes.
- Motherlove nipple cream from Rah. it's not greasy and doesn't stain your clothes!
- sleep--whenever i can get it.
- the rocker in G's room. it's one of her favorite places, and comfy for me to nap in.
- the sight of JJ holding his daughter and staring at her. omg.